Place of Refuge

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Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

10 January 2013

Love Poem For Today

(from: senior hiker )


My grandmother always said
the honeymoon's over
when you fart in bed,

and then the test of true love starts,
a love that sometimes ignores the heart
and demands a patience greater than
that of the wisest fisherman.

Well,
 you and I are growing old
and seek a fairy tale more real
where companionship is the moral
and star-struck ever-afters, vile,
and bed a place to sleep,
to caress,
to talk and cry
and
to die.

I'll lie by your side,
my gentle prince
and forgive fragrant emissions.
They mark a life
well lived, and full
of wisdom and
forgiveness.
Of pain and disappointment too,
and respect for every hour,
and the worship
of the sacred
in a budding flower.

This love I welcome:
well worn,
flawed,
but always new,

and pray I give the same
to you.

(photo by me)

30 September 2012

An ode to the upcoming debates

( blog.nj )

There is nothing either good or bad,
but thinking makes it so. . . 
(Hamlet  II:ii)

Words are thoughts;
thought-words, things
that build apparitions
of what might be.
Thought-words can create
possibility or
they can destroy
reality.

Hold your thoughts,
and mold them well
before you deliver them
into the air.  Those
castles built
might build despair
unnecessarily.

So may it be.




coda:
Talk to me --
and not of me.
Truth is best found
in the space
of silent greetings,
and cordial meetings.

12 July 2012

Ode To A Cloud



The clouds have been so fabulous this summer,
so I thought I'd write them
an ode.
Here goes:



You dance and turn and sing
O wispy thing
have you substance more than lace?
So quickly to dissolve, trace-
less, and yet your bulk 
can shudder the ships of man
almost to the point of breaking.



We should not underestimate you,
oh ghostly friend.  Only
praise and awe-fully gaze
as you drift across
                         the silent sky.






(photos by me)

25 May 2012

Living in Bunny Land



The winter was not cold; this climate
grows rabbits.  Bunnies, in abun-
dance dance across my yard.

Our nightly walk, a ballet of cotton
feet in moonlight, ears in twi-
light, noses nibbling, twitching

to the pulse of the earth; my feet your feet too.
Two of us see two of them: bunnies
in our path.  They see us too.

Who will give way to the other?  It
is we who move to the street, while the rabbits
watch.  Bunnies are we all, even

my cats who watch bunnies from windows.
This is why the rabbits run rampant
on my side of town, and will endure

long after the rest of us have moved on.


15 May 2012

Lilac Tercets

Overnight, purple and white
exploded on your boughs
against blue skies, you burgeon there

insisting on the now, the breath
revolves and calms me here
despite the ringing in my ear

be still, it whispers, be
amazed, let birdsong ease
the chill.  Be still.




30 April 2012

Some Thoughts on a Morning Walk


Now that I've lived in my body
for hundreds of years,
                                         now
that I know the cycle of my personalities,
                               now
that I know the journey from my spine to foot,
and traverse it regularly,
relieved by regularities,
and pestered by the places of pain and imperfection,


Now that I know
unequivocally that
No
One
Wins,
                            and no one loses,
and
that you, on your morning jog,
and I, walking my head to clarity,
that we, working repetitively
just to be here now,

well,
now
what is there to do but be grateful 
that the earth too works repetitively
to make our nows
Eden, if we let them be.


photos by me.

04 March 2012

Living in the Fold

Living in the Fold:
Aka:
Traveling From Far East to Far West



At this time, I commence,
And within an hour
Or two it is the time
At which I commenced.
I mark a line
On the map in between
These two zones
And fold time in
On itself.
                             And then proceed rapidly
Forward,
                                                                                                                                                Backwards,

Into a day that I will live twice, yet only once,
Passing myself meeting myself
At the same moment
                         Again and again.

( greenchairpress )

I mark and fold
My origami world,
I sleep when tired
There in the fold
And dream of tonight
Twenty-four hours
            (or so)
                     from now
when I will meet you
and we can fold
us
into each others’ arms
again.


( gildaorigami )

11 January 2012

Hear and Know


Somedays I wake up,
and my being is here,
so totally
pressed up against my inner flesh
like a child against a window:
whole being, flat
wanting
to get to the other side
no matter
what harm lies there.

These days I relish like a fresh cup
of coffee,
and I drink them slow - - -


Then
                                   Other days
I wake to find
the self is in bondage
                                                          somewhere deep inside,
perhaps 
                                                on the other side
                                                          where all selves merge.
Lost in the language,
the cacophony of vowels and 
                                   full stops,
I maneuver the day, a robot
wishing for immediacy,
aware of inadequacy.

Such days
only love
can bring me home,
can bring me here;
                                     we share
                                     a touch
                                       we share
                                           a glance ---

we owe each other
a lifeline back to the moment
if we recognize another wandering,
lost in space.


These words are my hands --
the vowels my eyes
seeking to anchor you
here
             and
now.


Here and Now
Hear and Know
Here and Now

21 December 2011

Beside Myself


I'm standing beside myself
and staring
up a long, cold concrete stair,
walking beside myself,
doubly visioned,
doubly
unaware --

me
momentarily divided in two
by the tilt of the earth
by the pull of the moon.


My other self,
my darker self,
the self I like to hide
for a moment illumines,
its unbearable brightness
filling my mind
lighting the truths 
about me
about life.
These are
the truths that I hide
because they're so large,
no one could bear
to stare
at them daily.
But when I'm beside myself,
when I'm split in two,
I see what lies hidden,
and I see
what hides it, too,
unbearably.

You too.


Have no fears.
Even in this weight of stark
self division, we are turning
back towards coherence;
 even as we are moving
into the darker days,
each imperceptibly longer,
the sun is moving too,
planning its return --

Prepare yourself
for that time, when
we can be whole, and gaze
at the beauty of earth again, 
and revel
in the gifts that it gives.

This solstice,
this Christmas,
give the gifts of a child -
of peace and love,
and wide-eyed honesty, so
the next time your self divides
you are happy
with what you see.

21 September 2011

The Gniggling Gnat



1. 

There is a gnat in my brain.
It's a gniggling gnat
                         that
plays on the borders of language --
it lays its eggs
there on the threshold between the
                        good and bad, between
                             woman and man, between
                            black and white, between
friend and enemy.




2.
Sometimes, in the gniggling gnat's gnaggling gnoogling
they produce eggs
there,
                                                                 on the wrong side of the right, and
the offspring tries to convince me that
what is wrong is actually right,
what is bad is actually good,
what is white, is actually black,
what is love, is actually hate,
what is female, is actually male . . . 

It tries to turn me against
Me and destroy
all the positive accomplishments
I've gained.

And then I would like to squash it.

~~

But the irony is:
if I squash
my gniggling gnat,
I'll destroy myself


3.

My gniggling gnat
keeps me on task; 
keeps me alert; and it
and I love and hate
all the same, because
it lives there
on the borders of language,
at the place where
love and hate meet, and it
reminds me that both
are one
and capable of living in harmony.

~ ~ 
The gniggling gnat is like the rod in the piston,
like the water in the wheel, like
the combustion in the engine,
like the wind in my hair.





. . . . and I'll go to my 
grave
defending
the spirit I have inside me,
this gniggling spirt,
that gnaggling spirit,
that spirit so capable

of love.



18 August 2011

The Object and The Form



Old friends come bearing  mem'ries of me
                        in overnight bags,
old friends who one time managed to see
                                     the riches through the rags
                                       and visa versa.

And I, too, saw the wealth in them,
and together we found
             a way to bend--
              a way to friend.


Some saw what they sought to see,
and some saw true.
I pray, friend, when I looked at you,
I just saw you.


Now I too, look,
and you, too, look
for the person left behind:

the one etched in memory
of the friendship of 
much earlier times ---

we seek

the one unspoiled,
unscathed by hurt
and others' selfish whims;

we seek to see our better selves
when we meet each other
somewhere down the road.

( funzug )

~ ~ ~

At this, my very advanced age,
I do not want to be
so lost in examination; I
do not want to need
to say 
I
out of uncertainty.

But I do,

and I say it with you.



I thank you, friends, for restoring me,
                a broken entity,
scattered over time and space:

                                             
some bits are beautiful,
some are not;
some are hesitant
some are hot;
some are gentle,
and some burn--

but all is I
and me,
and you.



We live and love together;
we make humanity
together.





Travel gently, friend,
on your journey home.



06 August 2011

Excavating The Heart



Just when you think
all its fields 
have been plundered,
all its valleys
have been rendered 
fallow, and all
it mountains stripped
of their precious hold,
you'll discover
there are hidden places there -- 
subtle coves, rich
with luscious, newborn
vegetation waiting for the sun.

The heart is a boundless planet,
regenerative and full,
waiting to reward you
if you treat it with respect and love.

Stand
at the threshold,
in the glittering priceless rubble
of memory, past happinesses, pains
and lost opportunities
and behold
the new vistas there.


Tred gently there,
speak softly, using
only words that mean
what they say,
and be silent
when the words are not enough.


Listen
to the heart's native tongue
that speaks in birdsong,
rustling leaves,
distant chimes,
and gentle surf.


Be still and allow
amazement.



23 July 2011

Ode To An Orchid, Long Anticipated


From out your tangled, tormented weave
of roots, I have wondered, 
           will I see a bloom 
                             again?



One year, two years,
              watering there, 
            watching for
                              a different shoot
among the roots
              that clutch 
                 and cramp
                        your tiny home
              of earth.
My friend --


I recognized the singular sprout
                   a tad too late
                            to keep it straight,
                      but there it is
patience brings
                                     a cluster of blossoms,
                             ready to burst --
but I must extend
                       my waiting state,
                      amazed, though
at your regenerate
                  condition --
my heart, too
                     wells with you


02 July 2011

The Alchemy of Tears




When seeking out the formula for gold,
Faust, in his blindness,
overlooked the soul.
Its insubstantial quickness
as it grinds
against the course rough edges
of the mind
produces just the proper
substantiation,
                          that
when applied to physical
limitation,
produces the balm of the priceless:
                  
                                            tears.



My tears fall
for the boundless hopes
I've borne
that were cut short
by the miserable, measurable truths
of living among men (and women).

My tears                 Yours, too:
            delicate, 
          painful
&
          fleeting.
They are the priceless
elements we humans
all
have the capacity to produce:
                   the miracles of
                       compassion
                                   loss
                                   and
                                  love
that help us to live on.




(The tiny blue teardrop above comes from the following website,
http://webbyfun.lbbhost.com/Homepage/teardrops.html
and should include the language:
"I put this teardrop here to show my support for all the abused children of the world."




The poem above 
is mine.)