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09 May 2012

The Elf in Self



~ ~ ~

The self, transformed
becomes an elf,
on its way to being
stone.



~ ~ ~



The elf in the self is a 
solitary soul,
sly and suspicious 
of snakes;
when met on the road,
she is playful and kind and certain
society's rules are a guise.

The elf self wants only to be self
unencumbered
by rules and opinions
of others.

And then, we'll agree
that the loss of the "e"
leaves
life's consonants
that must be whispered,
not hissed or aspirated
but rolled on the lips
and tongue
felt by the body
like a kiss.


Self as a word,
deconstructed,
brings us solely to now,
wholly to how
we can give to each other --

by discovering the elf,
and removing the vowels
we are left with the body
the shape of the utterance,

the impulse to say,
the impulse to stay.



25 September 2010

September Equinox Channelling



*
When two opposites meet,
face to face, well, they
stick together, right/
When two opposites meet,
well,
the negative and the positive
cancels each other out;
therefore,
there is
One.
A single, whole
entity.


When two opposites are not aligned,
that is



 
the negative and the positive are farthest apart,
well I guess it gets really cold;
I suspect that's when
Ice Ages
occur.

Or something like that.

* *
Imagine it this way:
that we are all
rolling around inside
a giant ball, well, but
it's really like a half ball,
because -- remember the
sphere 
is perfect,
and the only way 
a perfect object
which is a 
sphere
can see its own face
is to break
itself
in half.



and when the half meets
the half 
again
face-on
it fits so perfectly,



but

in the meantime,
it's rocking 

It feels like 
its going
in circles
because it has to
rock its own
demi-circumference
twice
before it settles back
together again.


* * *
Imagine that creation was
a perfect sphere breaking
apart
so it could see its own
face, and then
in order
for it
to be
united
again, it would have to
rock back and forth
(do its demi
circumference
twice)
beffore its halves could
meld
together
again
at their widest
points;
in their perfect
shape
for awhile. . .

For
we are born of the compulsion
to have a compulsion
to see what we look like
when we walk
through a door --

the compulsion to break
ourselves in half
and see
is the compulsion
to create,
to see in
the compulsion to duplicate and
replicate is
the very compulsion that
created all
of us.

That's the truth.
(To fully understand
some of this,
read some of my earlier stuff on that
follow the link to representation,
The Fall,
and
The Grid,
always the Grid.)

That's the truth.

* * 8 * *

Let me please explain
the syntax of the previous
sentence ---
hold on tight --
this is the syntax
for a sentence in the Age of the Grid,
when sentences need to be
Understood across Languages.
In the Age of the Grid
SYNTAX
takes more value over actual meanings of words,
because, if we could all agree
on certain SYNTAX PATTERNS,
then we could communicate
Across Languages,
even translate
in real
time---

Let me explain a little further:

Here is a sentence pattern for theAge
of the Grid:
(I'd call it the Definition Pattern):

The first half of the sentence would
be the term or concept you seek to define;
the second half
of the sentence would be
the definition.

The definition --
the second clause
(which by the way is also the dominant clause)
(The first, the term to be defined
would be subordinate,
because
the first element of the sentence would be a term known by all.
It would work as a symbol.
It would need no verb.

) ).

An example:
M&M's: a milk chocolatey mess that melts
in your mouth and not
in your hands.

A perfect definition,
a perfect
proclaimation
of what you're trying
to say to each other.

Yes, this is the syntax
of the soundbite,
the syntax
of the momentary
blink
this
is the syntax of the next
generation.

(second rule for the Definition Pattern):

The first (subordinate)
clause
is often an internationally known symbol,
like Ford, McDonalds,
or
M&M's

(centerfornewmedia )

That symbol goes in the first part of the message.

The second part of the sentence
summarizes the new message --
ie: the argument --
you want to deliver
about the first,
well-known symbol.
Thus, even as this is a definition,
it is also an argument
for a new way of looking at things.

(Advertising has taught us, too,
that these arguments change
as the needs of socity
change:



It's just the way of the world.)


~~~~mmmmmmm~~~~

A shortened, elliptical version of this Definition Pattern
is the Direct Assault Pattern,
where you don't even bother
with the
second,
dominant,
clause of explanation.
In the
DAP,
you simply take that
internationally known symbol
and mark whatever message you want
to make about it
right over its face:

(worldkarma)

This is a very direct
and
unfortunately often
brutal
way to deliver
a message.

And its a syntax that is already in use
for much of the rest
of the world.

Consider this:

( killercoke )

It's only America that hasn't figured out
that the new language
of the new Century
is already taken
root, is
already making meaning
and changing minds.
And you'd think that America would
have figured out
and learned to communicate
more tactfully,
after receiving the kind of message
they did
on a rather ill-fated September Day
some Nine Years Ago.

Attacking one's central imagery
clearly expresses
what the other culture
thinks
of that central imagery.

( cargolaw )




Yes,
we have to protect ourselves,
but
we don't have to kill them all.
They are
our brothers
They are
the lover
we need
when no one else understands
US.
They are our
polar opposites, the ones
we don't tell
the rest of our friends
we love.
They are our
alcoholic sisters,
bisexual brothers,
paranoic mothers,
all the nutty ones
the ones
the human race has shunned,
the ones we love.

( accidentalmysteries )

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

So we have a choice
as the rocking sphere
swings inward
towards its magnetic
center:

a) to love the Other,
all of the
Others
who we really love
already
or b) to shun
them
completely,
even knowing
that the other
will always
be other and
honestly be
other
for US,
we who need them
to hold us together
so we might be
one.








(Astronomy Picture of the Day


15 August 2010

read the letter


I'm an absolutely miserable blogger.
When I write,
I write in abundance.
When I don't write it's because my mind is
a blank,






an empty page waiting for the words to form.
Blankness is frustrating.
Sometimes it's far more useful
when a creator at least has
a mold,
a model
of some kind
in which to shape
the message.


* * 



Remember when paper looked
like that?
When the challenge of writing was not
to produce meaning,
but rather,
to produce shapes within a prescribed space?

I really loved learning to print because
it was like artwork;
it was also a little like
playing bumper cars,
or something like that.
My pen was the car,
bumping from hard line to hard line
passing through the dashed line,
grateful that it was there to guide me on my course.

There were certain letters I loved 
to produce:

SSSSSSSSssssssss

GGGGGGggggggg

AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa

RPRPRPRPRPrrrrpppp

fabulous shapes that arched through those lines
in such interesting ways.


I loved looking for the points of balance:
the two corresponding curves in the
S,
the slopes of the
V

There was something else about those letters
that I love the most: 
I really felt they were shaped
like the sound they made.
I felt that writing them was the act
of finding an exact graphic representation
on the sounds I made in my mouth.

So too was the case with

XXXXXXXX
KKKKKKK
TTTTTTTT
UUUUUUU
VVVVVVVVVVV

and of course

OOOOOOOOOO


***





While I was in Greece
recently,
I had the pleasure of being with Greek people
who had some knowledge not only of how to read 
Modern Greek
but also
Ancient Greek.

It is interesting to stand at an ancient site
and hear people sounding out the letters there.
When the sounds and the shapes were put together, they even made sense to me.

And I had a little revelation.

Well, it was and is one of my funky little theories,
one of those things
that happens in my mind
when everyone else thinks
I'm zoning out.

It went like this:


***



( omniglot )


I recently met a Chinese woman who explained to me
the evolution of written Chinese.

Fundamentally, written Chinese is a series of pictographs --
each sign contains
a series of strokes
the work together to produce
an impression of a complete idea.

Originally,
the script was more recognizably pictoral,
but over time it became more abstract:


( commons.wikimedia )

This type of writing is called hànzi and I'm a little afraid
to try to explain much else about it,
because it's such a different
system for me.  I'm just beginning
to understand it.
Follow the link on the word hànzi and it
will bring you to yet another site
that explains the strokes
and the writing a little more.

Keep in mind that within this system,
one block of strokes
represents an entire concept,
and as new concepts have emerged,
different combinations of existing signs
have been used to signify those new concepts,
as you can see below,
and the translations are
amusing:


(the wikipedia article on this system
also appears to be
pretty helpful)


Notably,
when a young Chinese student is learning to write,
she doesn't use that three-lined paper
that we in the West use.

She does have paper to help her,
but notice how it emphasizes isolated squares;
it's really much more like
a grid


( cantonese )

For anyone who
has dared to read other entries
in this blog,
especially those
where the keyword is
"grid"
you can imagine I might
go a little crazy right now with the implications of this.
But I won't because that's not the purpose
of this entry.

Rather my purpose here
is to think about
the writing system itself,
how it is produced,
and the fact that it is,
at its very root,
historically,
representational.

Chinese writing began as an attempt to represent,
as an artist would,
the world that the writer viewed.
Its basis is concrete
and grounded in
observable outside phenomenon.
Unlike Western script.



or so we have thought, for a very very long time.


****


( ancientscripts )

I had had this rather fascinating introduction
to written Chinese
right before I left
on my trip to my own
ancient homeland.

And then I found myself wandering through ruins,
looking at an ancient script
that my guide claimed
any Modern Greek
could read today.

My own Greek
is long gone,
forgotten on the waves or torments
of time and history,
but I read along with my companions
as we looked at the worn inscriptions,
and I was amazed at how much
I could actually hear in my head.
My amazement continued
when I began to feel I knew why:
it was fairly easy.

Because of the way they were presented for me,
with each letter framed by a box,
I imagined that the box itself
was the frame for creating the form of the letter, and
I decided that those ancient letters were
representational.
But they did not represent
a cow, or a mountain, or a mother,
no
I decided that the boxy frame
defined the space of the mouth,
and the drawings within that box
represented where I was supposed to put
my tongue inside my mouth,
and how to hold my lips,
as I produced sound:

Θ, for instance,
told me to put my tongue
between my teeth
with my lips slightly open --
th is the sound it makes.

Γ told me to hold my tongue
pressed against
the top of my mouth,
and curve the tip of it
down to the bottom of my mouth
and press it there.

Do it, the sound you produce will be "g"
which is what that represents.

Δ is the tip of the tongue
against the front of the mouth,
a harder obstruction to that frontal space
than Λ,

Δ, by the way, is "D"
Λ is "L".

Now if you look at the chart above,
you can see the letters
changed from place to place,
but in general
my funny little rule applies,

and I began to think that writing,
as we know it in the Western World,
may actually be more representational
than we give it credit it for.

In fact, here is an alphabet
that precedes the Greek
that even more fully exemplifies
my thoughts:



( historian )


Many today may argue
(like Saussure)
that Western words and letters are
arbitrarily chosen,
and demand a high level of
abstract thinking.
I'd agree with the latter part of that
equation,
because clearly,
the Western alphabet,
just like written Chinese
has evolved over time
and moved so far away
from its original source
that  it is all abstraction and
seemingly random.
We don't so clearly
see the original pictures;

If you agree they are pictures.

And what I'm thinking is they are pictures
of the inside of the mouth:


( soundsofenglish )


graphically representing the face
and the contortions it must make
to produce the sounds
that make up words.

In a sense, reading languages that use this type of alphabet
is much more
laborious
than Chinese,
because you must be
much more patient
to read Western languages,
putting one sound after another
in a line, until words, then sentences,
then paragraphs
are decoded.

This type of writing dooms us to
linear thought.
(Linear writing and thinking
are two parts of a trinity,
and the third is
time.)

Yet, it also allows for more flexibility,
more words, and perhaps
more subtlety of meaning.

*/*

The other point my mind went to,
as I contemplated this theory
was the relationship between the scribe and the exterior world
suggested in both types of writing systems:

As I say above,
the Chinese system represents
concrete, identifiable
objects that exist
outside of the writer/scribe/viewer.
It is a system
where the writer
represents his ideas by showing the world
he observes.
There is little sense of the person doing
the actual writing.

 (Metropolitan Museum postcard)
( brooklyn.cuny )


Whereas in the Western system,
it's all about representing something
that is happening in the writer's body--
it's a very somatic and physical form of representation
located solely in the body
of the writer.
It has everything to do with the changes
that the outside world
does to the body of the speaker,
and has little to do
with representing the outside world itself.

If you get what I mean.



Historically, Chinese script is more about external objects,
representing them,
knowing about them;
while
Western script claims a subject,
and the subject is
the writer himself.

Notably,
the first-person pronoun
in Greek
is

"ego"

11 August 2010

The Logic of The Language of the Mind of Human-Kind, Part Three




(from the Church of Panyia tis Skripous near Orchomenos, Greece
photo by me )

1.
With regards to the NPR broadcast about symbolic thought (see link a couple entries below),
a friend said this to me:
"I thought just thinking is symbolic thought!"

Quite frankly, it is, if thinking involves taking something unsaid
and making it said.

Think about it this way:
our brain is just a murky cauldron of impulses
and frequencies,
and in that sense it is a bit like the universe itself.

Once we suffer the desire
to articulate some little part of that murk,
and once we produce a 
receptacle - any kind of receptacle -
to contain the meaning we intend to convey,
we are entering the realm of symbolic representation.

Thus,
1. a ring or a bead is a receptacle to symbolize our union
and promise to another person
2. a cross is a receptacle to represent a certain branch
of religious belief
3.  painting a wall blue is an attempt to symbolize -
and hopefully produce - calm.
4.  wearing a John Lennon t-shirt signifies one's alliance to what
he has come to represent.
5.  a sigh, too, can be significant, if uttered
in the presence of others, with the intent
that it be heard
6. words, like these words I write to you,
contain a vast number of impulses
that my sad poor brain 
feels a need to articulate
7. something like a stop sign is a complex
symbolic representation, as it combines a shape 
(that shape alone has come to signify Stop!);
a color, red, which suggests urgency;
and a word.

The most challenging form of symbolic representation is words, because
words assign physical sounds,
and arrange those sounds in a number of ways, to
signify specific concepts.  Those concepts
can be either 
concrete or abstract--

table what I write upon, is concrete--
love what I feel for you, is abstract

If you think in words, then thought is symbolic representation.
But it's a higher order of symbol than a bead.
By higher order, I mean, 
more evolved.




2.

The question I think is fascinating,
and the question broached by that NPR piece,
is
at what point did the human animal begin
to assign various combinations
of sounds and intonations
to both concrete and abstract concepts?

Furthermore,

at what point and how
did we begin to represent those physical utterances
as symbols - ie: in writing?

I can imagine
as with some animals and human babies,
the first attempt to produce
sound with discrete meaning
is probably the isolated sound
"ma."

(For how many cultures does some form of "ma" mean mother?)

As has been said
by Freud, Lacan,
and countless other scholars,
the beginning of language
is desire.

But there's something 
more subtle and significant than that,
where language is concerned.

Yes,
DESIRE is the 
beginning
of everything,
period.  Desire
for another, 
for the act of coupling
for the act of transcending 
our isolated bodies, 
and the byproduct
often
whether planned or not
is another,
a new, single entity.

For the first year or so 
that baby human is no more than
the human animal.
She has human needs and desires
linked to survival and satisfying
her body's needs,
and those needs are continually fulfilled,
usually
by 
ma.

True, the baby does not start saying "ma" right away.
It screams,
as an animal screams.
At the beginning of life,
the baby human animal is convinced 
that he and ma are
one entity, and 
if ma's not there,
there's something wrong in 
babyland.
The baby begins to suspect pretty early
it might be alone,
and it screams.
It screams for the sake of survival,
though ironically
in much of the animal world,
a screaming abandoned baby
often expedites its own death.

Anyway --

The point at which the baby decides to just say
"ma",
indeed,
the point at which the baby 
decides to start imitating the sounds
made by its parents
coincides with the moment at which
the baby becomes resigned
to the idea of being alone,
of being an entity separate from its mom.
Lacan calls this the Mirror Stage,
the moment at which the baby looks in the mirror
and recognizes itself as a complete being,
and at that point the baby begins
its excursion into symbolic representation,
and socialization.

As Ferdinand de Saussure said,
the symbol represents anything that is not present;
it stands in the place of that which is
missing,
lost,
yet to be found.

When the mom is missing,
you say "mom."
When your cat is missing,
you post a sign on a telephone pole.
When you sense in your gut that
there's something greater than you,
but you haven't seen it,
you say "God."

The question becomes,
when we move this theory and equation 
into the history of humanity,
at what point did the human species
evolve from the screaming, impulsive animal 
it probably was
to creatures that developed a complex system of representing thought?




I would say it came at about the same time someone ate an apple.
Very shortly after the moment of eating an apple,
the first signifying act produced by humans
recorded in written human history occurred:
it was a leaf on the genitals,
an attempt to hide the fact
that those two naughty kids  could suddenly see
that each of them were 
single,
alone,
and different

Up to that point, they thought they were 
one and the same,
with each other and with God.
If you really want to go far with this,
perhaps
the story of Adam and Eve is an allegory,
but a fairly realistic one, at that,
that tells us 
the story of evolution
including
the precise moment at which
the human animal
entered the realm of symbolic representation

(thereby, making them
social,
civilized,
god-less
human beings).




09 August 2010

NPR does Semiotics




While I was eating my dinner tonight,
I heard this on the radio --
National Public Radio, to be exact:



I'm kind of sad that I can't make a more illustrated link to this story.
It discusses Evolution
(oh, one of my favorite topics)
and how symbolic language
is one of the key things
that distinguishes us from animals.

I don't agree with everything she says --
she's very beholden to Ferdinand de Saussure
and other standard semiotic theories,
and an entry I want to write this week
(hopefully today or tomorrow)
addresses some of Saussure's concepts
directly.

But I just think it's thrilling that 
they're talking about this stuff
on the radio.


I love the radio.



08 August 2010

The Logic of The Language of the Mind of Human-Kind, Part One






1.

a.
"I can be like this and drive a car!"

b.
"I can drive a car and be like this!"


These two
grammatical shifts

(patterns that are,
by the way,
fairly typical of the dyslexic reader)

shows the bipolar thinking
that occurs inside our brains
at all times.

While one side of our mind thinks:
"I can be like this and drive a car!"

the other side simultaneously thinks:
"I can drive a car and be like this!"

but, depending upon our driving abilities,
and because of the nature of our language,
we can put the emphasis on only one element of the sentence,
so we choose the element that amazes us most
to emphasize.
The difference between those two sentences
is a matter of emphasis.

Grammatically,
in English,
the first clause contains the idea that amazes us most.


~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 




For English speakers 
and many people
in the Western World,
the first clause in a sentence
is the clause on the left,
Whether it's subordinate
or not, it is the 
favored  clause;
therefore,
the topic that we put
in the first clause
is the most marvelous in that equation, while the one
we put in the second
is the one we take for granted. 

This is because,
in the Western World,
our thinking favors
the left side of the brain,
which means
the right eye leads, like
a leading dancer in a dance;
the right eye leads best
when it leads from
left to right.

Remember that equation, if you can.




(braintraining - please follow the link to see why I chose this image!)

2.
Western Society,
for as long as we can remember,
has been a paternalitstic society --
ie:
we are being led by the left
side of our brain.)

We are being led by the left side 
of our brain because

Adam -
not Eve -
that's right,
Adam
plucked that goddamned apple
          and ate it
               even though
         God said
"don't do it."

OK, so
this seems like an extraordinary leap,
both of faith and of logic,
but
let's go ahead and imagine
the inverse of the story we've always been told:
God said:
"Don't Do It"
and
Eve
echoed "don't do it,"
because she
respected her father 
(ie: she was a daddy's girl)
But Adam
                         -- oh that naughty boy --
did it because he was kind of
impulsive and goofy, not to mention way too proud,
when that nasty snake told
him that the apple would make him
as great as God.

He knew that was not true,
because while he was part of a perfect creation, it was obvious that he was only 
half of God -- that's right --
don't forget that First Chick,
she's the other half, and
hot damn 
(Adam, the First Dude
thought when his eyes were suddenly opened by that nasty apple.
At that moment he became
the First Dude, and Eve became
the First Chick.
And he, in his insecurity brought on
by the fact he thought he was
supposed to be
a perfect entity unto himself,
thought):
she may be better than he
because
she can actually reproduce a human life,
while all he can do
is 
insert his little knob and squeeze.

OK,
that may sound crude but
imagine that that
was the thought that went through
Adam's Insecure Brain
at the moment of the Fall,
when he thought he could
Disobey God
and get away with it:
The Half of God
that we call Adam
first made the horrific mistake
of doing the thing that the Half of God
that we call Eve
knew we shouldn't do:
we shouldn't eat the apple
because
the Entity That Created Us
said so.
And then,
in his insecurity over some of the truths that were revealed,
he opted to
lie.

*****
A little background:


So at the beginning of it all,
God said:
I want to see myself and in order for him
to see herself,
they had to divide themselves -
male and female -
in order to produce
and reproduce
the world
that we are in 
because
the world that we are in
is the inverse of
God. See other
entries by me about 
Creation.

Part of dividing himself in half then involved
creating a creation
that was also divided in half
to reflect this new
impression of God himself,
who is everything,
but is also divided
in half.

3.

Now, honestly, if you're still with me, I commend you because
this all started with a 
seemingly unrelated
sentence and its inversion:

a.
"I can be like this and drive a car!"

b.
"I can drive a car and be like this!"


If God were in 
a situation
where this thought applied,
S/he would think
both these thoughts
at the same time,
the exact time,
and they
would cancel each other out,
because
God can get a little tipsy
and drive a car
and no one would get hurt,
or we'd all get hurt
but no one would care.


'nuff said about
God itself.


4.
But once God decided  to create,
he had to create
Another He, but
He can't be a He; he has to be
a shade different:=
A She.

In order to create 
another self
(if the Self, in the Case of God,
is ALL)
God had to break herself; it's
just that simple:
in half


~~~~

And the logic of the language
of the two halves of the Mind of God
might be summarized best
 in those two sentences I started with.

I Can Be                    I Can Drive
Like This                           A Car
And Drive                        And Be
A Car                              Like This

The Left Side came to dominate
the Male Mind
in the Western World
Because the Western Male Mind
understands, inherently
how to drive a car,
not to mention,
how to fix one.

The Right Side is
the Female Mind
in the Western World
Because the Female Mind
is naturally capable of thinking a bunch of related thoughts
at roughly the same time,
and being kind of artsy.
Unfortunately, this makes her appear
a bit scatterbrained
and only minimally
mechanical.



5.
Now, I know that's an absolutely horrible
generalization,
but for what I'm trying to say,
one has to accept some generalizations,
some stereotypes that,
generally 
prove themselves to be true.

This does, however, raise
the issue of sexual politics:
For the past
howeverthehelllong
the First Dude
seized the moment
and
controlled the story,
so, when confronted, he told the story the way
most men would tell
the story:
he blamed it on the First Chick.
For the past
howeverthehelllong
men controlled language because man collectively knew
that language
was the magic tool
God gave Humans 
to fix the mess He got us into when
She decided that 
He wanted to see Herself.

Language and Mind
were the gift God gave
his multitudinous manifestations
so we could bridge the gap produced
by the universe God created
to reflect his divided, unified
Self.

Man knew that,
so
He
collectively
took control of language,
told the story,
and made Woman
the guilty party.


!!!
Subsequently,
all the traits of Man
became the more respected ones
(including logic, science, and driving a car)
while the traits associated with
Woman
became ridiculed.

Notably,
a little laughing gas
generally would make
even the manliest man
a little womanly, and
sometimes,
when he's acting that way
he can do something downright genius
because he has the correct
balance of creativity and logic
!!!



A key problem, though,
is: it's getting harder and harder
to make that generalization:
sometimes women are capable of thinking
"I can do this and drive a car"
and sometimes men think
"I can drive a car and do this!"

The men who think
"I can drive a car and do this!" get into a hell of a lot of accidents,
because they keep driving
a car
and doing that,
even when it's not wise for them
to drive a car.
This is because those men
whose minds are wired a little more like a woman's (poor things)
believe, quite gullibly,
that all men by nature
can drive a car,
when, in fact,
that isn't true.
They believe it because
they read it in a book written by
some silly Dude who thought
that the art of driving a car
is second nature to 
everyone who wanted to drive a car,
and all people who would want to drive a car
are guys.
And he was wrong.





In fact, it was another way entirely:
It didn't matter who ate the apple.
What mattered was that 
they broke
a law,
the law given by God,
a simple, stupid, random law,
that He gave because
He had to;
and then they tried to cover it up
with a fucking leaf,
as if God wouldn't know
what that all meant . .  ..
(if you dare, read on.  .  . )

The Logic of The Language of the Mind of Human-Kind, Part Two


OK, you're wondering:
so what's the 
big deal?

All over the world
we may encounter
people who either think:

a.
"I can be like this and drive a car!"

or

b.
"I can drive a car and be like this!"

Generally, those who think the latter
should only drive a car
when they're sober, and those
that can say the former
should make an art of driving
 a car when they're high--


 The problem is:
there's no real way to tell
the difference.
Not all guys 
can say the former
and not all chicks
can say the latter,
but we live in a world
unfortunately unable
to see subtlety.
 We've been living in a world
dominated by the belief
that only guys can drive cars.



We've entered a pretty monumental shift,
they're calling it paradigmatic.

It's happened at least
once before: 
millenia ago
Eastern thought used to dominate
and the Eastern hemisphere
tends to be able to think:
"I can be like this and drive a car!"

The East reigned over the earth
for a long time
and then something happened:
the earth experienced
a seismic change
that reversed
everything.

In the Bible, that shift is best represented
in the story of when the Tower of Babel tumbled,
and the tribes of men
were scattered;



In the speculated history of the science of geology,
it was the 
moment
when the single land mass from the beginning of time
burst in half,
along a fissure line
so enormous
that it can only be equated 
with the mirror God used
to see Himself at the moment of Creation.



both images from Rodinia  

If you've been following my logic
this long,
you may be able to make this logical leap:
the Earth itself then represents
the moment of creation
over and over again.  
We just have to see it.
If only we could see that,
we wouldn't be
so scared.




Life & death,
the spinning of 
our Globe
within the sphere defined by our Sun,
which spins within an even larger sphere
all show us the action of
--perfection--
wheels within wheels



Imagine this:
very occasionally,
a certain point
on all of the wheels
align themselves
and something happens
something  perfect

and if one of the spheres
is not as perfect
as it is capable of being,
it might be doomed to go on,
on its fallible,
disposable sphere,
 maneuvering it in avatars
that were oh so perfectly desgined
to inhabit imperfection
until it either
redeems itself
or 
destroys itself,



As crazy as this might sound,
this is what I believe
will be
the essence of
2012

All of creation
will come into alignment
and something's going to happen:

something will change
in the course of the cycle,
that will cause other changes.



We've been moving towards this for some time now:
the world is becoming more dominated
by people who are both mechanical and intuitive,
but it's hard to give up
old beliefs.

The solution we have to accept
and enact
before 2012
if we want to live in this new world 
that will no doubt 
be produced
at this time
is the absolute easiest one --

and that is this:
we have to accept that it doesn't matter
who ate the apple,
we ate it together,
male and female
white and black
straight and gay
and all shadings in between.

We messed up together:
no one's right
no one's wrong;
we all just must
simply love each other
and learn to be terrifically honest
about who 
should be doing the driving
and who
should be telling us how
to steer the course,
in all its intricacies.