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Showing posts with label Who is Makropoulos. Show all posts
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03 March 2013

mantra



                                           
Every day                                                    
        
                                                           is

Another day

                                                            to

practice


                             being happy.


To be it

                                                          despite

the hurt;

                                                          to smile

through the fog

                                                           to love

through the apathy


                                                          until

You can do it

                                                           everyday


                                 without a hitch.



                                    Today is

                                  another day to

                                    practice


                                  being happy.

                                  being happy.

                                  being happy.

                                  being happy.

                                  being happy.


11 November 2011

11/11/11, reprise

Hi.
I have republished one other 
of my earlier entries,
and today I want to do that again.

This one was actually originally written
on 10/6/10,
I think,
but it was written about today,
and I actually had a fantasy when I wrote it,
and still harbor that fantasy,
that it would inspire the world.

Well, maybe not the world,
but maybe you.

Here goes:






So, as we all may know,
there's a growing community of folks
who are a bit worried
about the date
12/21/2012.
Somethin' about
Nostradamus
and
the Mayans,
and
some kind of planetary alignment.


Well, I had a revelation
today, and
it goes like this:

That's not really the date to watch
out for.

Well, ok, so it's true;  the evidence
(if you accept that kind of evidence as evidence)
does suggest
something major,
on
12/21/2012
something/anything
ranging from
major paradigmatic shift
to 
ice age
to
metaphysical awakening
to 
alien encounter
to
total destruction

or

fill in the blank

on 12/21/2012.
somy35 )

But I had a vision today,
and it was
that the really interesting
palindromic
upcoming
temporal event 
will be:

11:11 on 11/11/11


I think it could be
either
a.m. or p.m.

you choose.

~ ~ ~

Anyway,

I would propose that

11:11 on 11/11/11

should be declared

the deadline time

for the one-ness,

and if we meet that deadline,
and stay in a state
of oneness
until 12/21/2012,
well,

we'll pass whatever

judgement day test

God has in store for us

for

12/21/2012.


Get it?

You see,


the deal is this:


if, 

by some weird

outside

chance,


we are facing Armageddon,


then hey,


what the heck?


Would it really hurt us to try,


for a little over a year


to just be at peace,


to just love each other.



This Is My Request,
My Dare,
To The World:

If everyone would meet that deadline:


11:11 on 11/11/11


a.m.  or p.m.,

you choose,


and then


beginning on that date,

just


STOP


stop all the hate.


Stop all the fighting.


Stop all the bickering.


Stop all the competition,


and hating,


and hurting,


and murdering,
STOP IT ALL!!!!


and just start loving,


loving people


who



you never thought you could love.



Find a place in your heart



where you can see



the thing that makes those people
who anger you, or have hurt you,
or who you don't understand


yes, 


those people,



find the thing that makes them



beautiful.





and love them until


12/21/2012.




Well, actually:
 let's say
the danger zone for
a real,
possible
 Armageddon
or
Apocolypse
or
whatever
is
from
12/20/2012
until
12/23/2012.

Yeah,
that sounds good --
those solstices 
can take awhile,
especially when they involve
a realignment
of the Earth's
magnetic fields.


So, given that,
if we get through
12/23/2012
and we're still here
and the sun
is still shining
and Santa Claus comes
and brings you
all the presents you asked for,
well then,
if we're still here after
12/23/2012,
and we've loved for a year,
and we've communicated honestly for
a whole year
and we've given to the poor for
a whole year
and we've forgiven all our debtors
for a year
and our debtors have forgiven us
for a year
and we've built up Iraq's infrastructure
for a whole year
and gone to tea with the Taliban
for a whole year
and the Taliban has gone to tea
with us
for a whole year

So, let's say
we do all that for
a little over a measly year,
and we get past the 
end of the Mayan Calendar
with no Apocolypse,
no voice from the heavens,
no planetary destruction,

why then,
if that year or so of loving
each other really proved
to be a waste of our time
we can start hating each other again,
and go back to fighting each other again.


That's the deal.



That's the deadline.





11:11 on 11/11/11





begin the one-ness




06 November 2011

Anonymous, aka: Makropoulos


My name is Anonymous;
I just walked past you,
but you didn't
see me.

I was born to blend in,
and named to be unnamed --
If I 
were sitting next to you
you wouldn't notice
me;
if I were speaking
you would interrupt --
it's not
that you can't hear me;
it's rather
that my words 
appear irrelevant.


I would love to be heard,
but my fate 
is 
not to be.

I am woman;      I am disabled
I am blonde;             I am shy
I am brown;                                 I was once abused--
I am homely              I am fat
I am poor     
I collect your garbage
                                                   I am an open bruise.

I can't read    ,           I am male
I used to work
in a factory, and
now I don't work at all.

My name is Anonymous;
I just walked past you.


My name is Anonymous,
but when I'm alone
I sing like a bird
I write words that seer
I design all my own clothes
I paint perfect portraits
I built my own home.
I touch people gently
I heal aching bodies and heart;
I love my children dearly
and refuse
to abuse
again.

I listen to you carefully, and
believe that what you say is true.
I cry alone at night
and speak a language known by few.

My Name Is Anonymous.

I just walked past you.


My Name is Anonymous,
but my name is Makropoulos
and I beg you not
to take my words not
to take my songs.

They are mine;
yet they belong
to all the world




27 September 2011

Famous People Born Today (September 27)


I'm sure this is a question that has plagued you
for most of your life:

who are the famous people born
on September 27?

Well, I'll tell you who a few of them are:

there's Shaun Cassidy -


born on this day in that fine year of 1958.

Avril Lavigne, too, popped out
nearly 30 years later --




And then there are the "Birthday Twins," Gwyneth Paltrow and Lil Wayne:



I was looking for similarities in features, and I was going to say we're all blonds,
but Lil Wayne kind of messed up that equation.

So does the Italian/Greek actress Sophia Milos


who probably also has more cleavage than all of us put together. . . 

But the capper came today,
the coupe de grace,
the birth that has finally given meaning
to this humble day in September:


It appears today is the day that Google claims
as the day of its birth --
Yes, the ultimate symbol of the vast power of the internet actually claims
this day
as ITS day,
and offered up a cake. . . 


I'm pleased to share the day of my birth with this,
this blank empty line on your screen on which
you can type any question
and get some kind of answer --

Google,
the Oracle of the 21st century,
and I,
Makropoulos,
aka -- some unknown frustrated academic/writer/clumsy guitarist/singer
share this fine day
as the day of our birth
with all the people named above and more,
perhaps even you.

So I executed my ceremonial changing of my age --
as Makropoulos,
I am now 426, but in something known as reality
I'm about the same age as Shaun Cassidy,
and send birthday wishes to all of you Librans
who always wondered who
might be born
on September 27.

Happy day to you!

01 September 2011

B [CB] S

I should probably be careful
what I say about this.

I mean honestly, 
it's one of the biggest companies in the U.S. of A.

BCBS

I would like, for a minute, though,
to consider how this company
with all its many offices and millions of employees
is symbolic of one of the biggest scams 
in the world :


the fundamental emasculation
of the AMA --
and all its many,
wealthy,
members.

But the AMA, of course,
would never let that happen, so
they fight back, and
who gets screwed,
and who has to pay?


You guessed it.



*/*

Now, how does this work, you wonder?
It's easy --
witness this statement
from a "provider" to me.


Yes, you are correct --
the provider had something to do with x-ays,
and Makropoulos,
at her tender quattro-centerian age,
is having a little trouble
with her knee.

Nothing major, mind you --
I can still kick,
and I can still
run,
but sometimes, it hurts.

So I went for a knee x-ray.
I have a standard medical insurance policy,
and the x-ray provider submitted their bill
to my insurance company.

When I was in the office for the x-ray, I had offered to pay the "co-pay"
because I knew I had to pay one, and the receptionist said:
"Oh, let's wait and see what your insurance pays."

(For those of you
outside of the U.S. of A.,
let me please explain:
with most standard health insurance policies here,
the patient is required to pay a "co-payment"
for nearly every doctor's visit and procedure
(along with paying huge monthly payments
for the insurance itself.
In my case, my standard co-payment
is $25.00, 
but it can be higher in some situations.)

Had I paid the co-payment,
I would have never had the opportunity to witness
how my insurance actually paid less than I did for the procedure.

As you can see from above--

The provider billed the insurance company $71.00
for my knee x-ray, which took about one minute
lying on a cold shelf below a creaking old roentgen machine;
the insurance company paid $11.71;
the provider adjusted the bill by $37.29,
and then I was billed the
$25.00 co-pay.

Yes, that's right:
when it comes down to cold,
hard
cash,
I paid more than the insurance company did for my x-ray.

And I still don't have the results!


I wonder how many
of the average readers out there
truly understand 
how it could be that a bill for $71.00
can be satisfied with a payment of 
$36.00?
(roughly half of the amount billed.)

I'm telling you:
if I sent half of the amount I owed to the gas company
every month,
I wouldn't have heat this winter;
if I paid half of my car payment,
I wouldn't have a car;
if I paid half my 
department store bill,
I'd have a bigger balance,
with interest,
next month.

But miraculously,
the medical industry gets away with paying
half of their bills,
and the insurance companies
keep letting them give xrays.

Now why, one might wonder?

Of course, I'm going to try to explain this because

Once upon a time, Makropoulos worked
in medicine.

She actually managed a medical office.

It was sometime early in the 1980's,
and the insurance companies were just beginning
to figure out and refine
their methods for emasculating
the medical industry.

And they came up with this notion of the 
UCR - "usual, customary and reasonable" payments
right around that time.

And I was kind of amazed, 
even bedazzled by the puzzle the UCR provided --
and it went like this:

The insurance companies asked doctors and other medical practitioners in any given region
to take each procedure they offered
and let the insurance companies know what they charged for it;
then the insurance companies determined the average cost for any procedure,
then they determined the "Usual, Customary & Reasonable" (UCR) for a procedure,
and then they paid a percentage of that.


So, take a usual doctor's office visit.

The doctor was charging $15.00 for it.

When asked, the doctor, and every other doctor in the area,
let the insurance company know that office visits cost $15.00,
and maybe some doctors in that region charged $18.00,
and maybe some charged $12.00,
and they told the truth,
and the insurance companies averaged it all together,
and came up with the average charge of an office visit in that region.

Let's say that average was $15.75

Then, the insurance companies,
led by the Insurance Company of All Insurance Companies,
told the doctors that they would, based upon that average,
declare the "Usual, Customary & Reasonable" charge for an office visit,
which tended to be around 80%.
The UCR for an office visit was then, around $13.00.

The insurance companies,
led by the Mother of All Insurance Companies,
declared that they would pay up to the UCR,
but not more than that.
In fact, most insurance companies then declared that they would only pay
80% of the UCR, and the patient,
or a supplemental insurance,
would be responsible for the difference between the actual insurance payment
and the UCR.

I hope you can follow this --
it's really quite elegant,
and also very convoluted.

Because that was when it really began --

So, guess what happened?
The doctors, 
who really needed $15.00 for each office visit,
were suddenly only getting around $11.00,
if they were lucky,
and they had to decide if they wanted to ask their patients 
to pay the difference.

Some of them did.

Some of them also found, 
with their older patients who,
up to that point always had had health insurance that paid everything,
those older patients couldn't afford to pay the $4 difference,
so the doctors started doing something called
"accepting assignment,"
which fundamentally meant that they would accept what the insurance company paid,
and write off the rest for certain patients.

Some of the doctors also found
that it was getting harder to keep their lights on
and pay the costs of the increasingly expensive and refined equipment,
so the doctors in any given region
all got together and said:
"let's start charging $25.00 for an office visit."

And they did.


And then when the big insurance companies again, after a year or so,
did an average of the cost of office visits,
they found their average went up,
and the UCR went up,
and the doctors got the $15.00
that they really wanted for their office visits.

Well, they actually got around $18.00,
but there's inflation, isn't there?


And so the cycle began:
doctors increasing prices regularly to nearly double what they really needed;
insurance companies using complex equations and cogitations
to tell them they would only get a certain amount of that,
which tended to be
about half of what the doctors charged.

At a certain point,
it got ridiculous,
because patients were being asked to pay the difference between
a $75.00 bill for an office visit,
and the $30.00 the insurance company agreed to pay for it,
and more and more patients were asking their doctors
to accept assignment on them.


Ultimately, 
about the time I decided I had to get out of that industry,
the insurance companies started pressuring all doctors to accept assignment
on all patients,
and ultimately the doctors gave in,
knowing damned well that they could not ethically expect anyone
to pay $75.00,
or even $65.00,
for an office visit that lasted
about three minutes.




Thus, we get a statement like the one I received above,
with one caveat--
in the past 15 years or so,
the industry has produced this thing called the "co-payment,"
which means the patient must pay a little bit for every service rendered.

It started out very small,
but it has been continually increasing.

This co-payment makes it possible for the insurance companies
to pay less for a service, and leave it up to the patient
to pay the difference between what they want to pay
and the U.C.R.
Fundamentally, the insurance companies are willing to let the patients pay
what they demanded the doctors stop charging.

Thus,
the statement above --
let me explain it again:

The $71 is what this Radiology Provider has set as the going rate for a knee xray;
the UCR is actually $36.71, and the provider has
"accepted assignment" - ie: written off the difference between
the UCR as set by the insurance companies and their charge.

Now, how do I know the UCR is $36.71?
Add together the remaining amounts:
my $25.00 copayment
and the insurance company's $11.71 payment.

The insurance company paid a percentage of the UCR,
and I was left to pay the difference.


Oh, in case you're wondering what I pay for insurance:
this is a "benefit" for me --
according to my paystub,
my employer pays $210.43 twice a month for my insurance;
I also get $52.61 deducted, twice a month, from my gross pay,
to help pay for my insurance.  (I'll let you figure the monthly cost out.)

For that, I get an insurance policy that requires I pay co-payments,
and I end up having to pay more than my insurance company has to pay
for an x-ray.


~ ~ ~

Now honestly,
I know I've been known to write
some very confusing blog entries,
and they came out of my weary,
427 year old, overactive brain.

This blog entry,
with its convoluted formulas
may have taxed the best of my readers,
and I have to make it very clear:
I didn't even make this stuff up!!!


This is how the insurance industry works in the U.S. of A.,
and it's getting worse :

the other policy my company offered me
was one that required I pay the first $2,000.00 every year myself.
Once I did that,
then the company would offer the same coverage
as my current insurance (with copayments!).
Every year,
I would have to pay the first $2,000.00.
The monthly cost of this policy would be cheaper
for me and my employer,
they said. 
If I opted to take this coverage, 
I would get counseling on how to create
a Medical Savings Account,
to help me pay that first $2,000.00,
every year.
In the informational meeting about this policy,
I was promised that during that time
every year
that I was paying the $2,000.00,
I would only have to pay
the Usual, Customary & Reasonable 
for any service.
Now, how about that?
In my case, that would mean that I would never actually 
"use"
my insurance,
unless I got really sick.
I have a feeling that,
annually,
so far in my life,
with perhaps the exception of one year,
I don't cost my insurance company $2,000.00 a year.

It strikes me that under this scenario,
the patient is being asked to pay even more of the bill,
and the insurance company keeps simply
making money.


It gets even more confusing when the patient is retired.



I won't go into that.


You know, I actually have some good friends
who work in the health insurance industry,
and they work very hard.
They take good care of their families,
and they try to live
the American Dream.

And it's just so sad
that their industry is one of the industries responsible for making the American Dream
so impossible for the average person.


What I think is actually happening in America
is that the insurance companies are developing ways to
continue taking money out of the average worker's salary
while also getting that average healthy worker
to simultaneously carry the brunt of the bill
for their health care.

In this scenario,
only the very sickest
and the very wealthiest,
and the very wealthiest and sickest
actually reap the benefits
of insurance.

Everyone else pays for it.


And it's a real nightmare if you have no insurance at all,
because, you lucky stiff,
you have to pay the original amount
that the medical providers charge the insurance companies.

That's right --
you're the one who has to pay
$71.00 for a knee xray.