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07 November 2010

Duet: Czeslaw Milosz & Hazrat Inayat Khan (I do believe both are tenors)


Dependence belongs to matter
and independence to spirit.
The independent spirit becomes dependent through manifestation.
When the One becomes many, then each part of the One,
being limited, strives to be helped
by the other part,
for each part finds itself
imperfect.

Therefore we human beings,
however rich
with the treasures of heaven and earth,
are poor in reality because
of our dependence upon others. 
The spiritual view makes one conscious
of this fact, but the material view
blinds man, who then show independence
and indifference to his fellow man.

Pride, conceit and vanity
are the outcome of this ignorance.

There are moments when even the king has to depend
upon a most insignificant person.

. . . . .

As individuals depend upon other individuals,
so nations and races depend upon
one another.  
No individual can say that he can geet on without anyone else,
and no nation can be really happy
while another nation is unhappy.

But both individuals and communities depend most
upon God, in whom we all unite.

(Hazrat Inayat Kahn The Unity of Religious Ideals)


05 November 2010

a pinch of the imperfect (an imperfect channelling)

*


"If the entire human species were a single individual, that person would long ago have been declared mad. The insanity would not lie in the anger and darkness of the human mind—though it can be a black and raging place indeed. And it certainly wouldn't lie in the transcendent goodness of that mind—one so sublime, we fold it into a larger "soul." The madness would lie instead in the fact that both of those qualities, the savage and the splendid, can exist in one creature, one person, often in one instant."  (Jeffrey Kugler, "What Makes Us Moral?" Time Magazine 3 March 2007)

This is a difficult concept to grasp,
that we are two in one,
we, the human occupying the human 
body
are two in one --
we each contain the 
ability
to be good
to be bad
all at the same time,
we 
all
are 
two, and the two we contain
are the imitation 
of the part of God
that became manifest
as the moment of the splitting,
the splitting being
the physical act God
had to produce
             in order
to be able to reproduce
Himself.

God had to split
in half, into
the negative and the positive,
in order to see:
                 the positive
                       is what She saw,
the glorious, succulent
material present


that is what God saw:
the visual, the 
aural, the
tactile,
the
sensual, the
aromatic,
all that IS
is what God saw:

all that IS
is good is bad
is what God saw






So . . . . .  .
 
if God saw the all that he created,
and it was good,
what in heaven's name was doing the seeing?
WHAT saw it all,
and WHAT was glad?
 
What did the seeing was always that
which could not be seen,
the negative,
the negative -
the negative !
the other side of the 
dichotomy,
in Derridean terms:

MALE                     FEMALE
positive                  negative
light                    dark
day                       night
spoken                           silent
visible                        invisible
 
 We live in the realm of the visible,
of the male,
but it was our opposite -
that was there
but not there
to view the creation
and to be amazed by it.



Ever since the onset of the Renaissance
(when Makropoulos was 
born,
by the way)
that glorious time
when the mind had evolved to a more mature
level of being able to reproduce
itself,
ever since then, 
the trend 
has been to focus
on the male:
the physical manifestion
that god produced in order to be able
to see Herself --
and hey
wouldn't you want to fixate
on that for awhile?
wouldn't you want to fixate on that
fabulous something
that you created
in order to see
yourself?
Imagine it:
here you are, 
you are invisible and
undivisable,
and you just created
something visibly 
you,
you gave yourself 
the opportunity to see
yourself
in the mirror
wouldn't you want
to look at it
for a thousand years
or so?

Wouldn't you want to see it,
just turn it over and over
in your hands
and adore it?



It would be
your perfect opposite,
your mythic soulmate:
there you'd be
and you would be so amazed
at the beauty of it,
you would gaze into it,
get lost in it.

(Mirrors have been the replacement for
the absence of the Others;
they've been here to keep us
company, and to let us know
what we look like, so
when we see our other halves,
we'll recognize them.)

So that was the moment
of splitting,
the moment
of making visible
ourselves,

that was it - the first act that all 
creation has been doomed
ever since
to repeat and represent.

Every physical entity on earth
contains within it an imitation
of that moment of splitting
 
The sperm (the physical
projectile born
of the desire to
see and be with the 
Other
                (so completely),
yes the sperm is
the physical imitation of the desire
to enter into
the engulfing presence
of the engenderer.

(if you can figure that one out,
you get a gold star---)
 
* * *
 
because the Other to the physical creation
is so Beautiful
that the physical creation
wants, immediately
to penetrate and become
part of it again.

Something like that.
)




Every physical entity on earth
contains within it an imitation
of that moment of splitting

Indeed, that includes
the human,
the creature doomed
to strut and fret
our time upon this stage,

we, our body-avatars,
and the trinity 
of liquidity
we each contain
are all the imitation
of what god produced and saw
at that moment of dividing
in half,
              but the problem,
              as Isaac Luria helps us see,
was that the creation
of the duplication
of God produced
such a force
[the power of God]
made manifest
         at the moment
              of this production,
there was such an explosion,

( baylor )

like fireworks,

 That
 
is the manifestation
of the power
of 

GOD
 
 
 
I'm serious.




 . . . . and at the moment of the bang,
everything
became visible
physical,
ie:
it was created.

(It's that simple!)
 
 
 So, anyway,
at that mment of explosion and 
production,

the negative,              the positive
the unseen,                     the seen,
the unheard                        the heard
the unfelt,                 the felt
came to be.

it's that simple, 
those concepts
and all they signify
came to be
be 
cause
of creation
and the creative urge.


So we live in the physical realm, because that's the
half of God we
occupy,
but 
that doesn't preclude
the existence of the
non existent.

It's just there,

and all that it (the non-existent) contains
is the negative
of the totality
that is the manifest
in
the physical.
(That's a hard concept to grasp
when you live in the physical.)

But as I said,
the problem
                        and the beauty
                 of it all
is that each of us
contains
an imitation
of that doubling
to one extent or the other.


So Luria helps me say: god created
the imitation of
god, male and female
so they could see
themselves,
but the energy produced at that 
moment
was too great
for the illusion,
the representation
to remain while,
so it exploded and shattered
into pieces
and the pieces 
got the unenviable job
of picking up the pieces
and having to put them back
together 
again.


And that's what we've been doing
for millenia,
and god
in Her distant place, delighted
at the delightful games
of Her children BUT
got disturbed if the Boys
got too rough


*

please think semiotically

*

ANYWAY,
all species also imitate
the duality and the moment
of creation
and the Desire
to Reproduce,
over and over because
that desire
and compulsion
has maintained
our existence

giving us
time
to evolve
our minds,
our souls,
our spirits
our goods and our evils,
all the intangible
invisible
entities that
the frail human body
was appointed
to contain and sustain in
the delicate cases
we encase:
our brains,
our hearts,
our solar plexus,
our stomachs, which provide
the protective shield for containing
the unprotectable.


Our fingers,
our ears,
our eyes 
represent
the fingers,
ears,
eyes
of God
 made manifest
at the moment when We
confronted
our eact opposites, 
those which contains
our good and our bad,
we,
who contain
God's essences
     imitate
that moment of looking, too,
which also includes the moment
of being disappointed
because our Other
our Creation
isn't perfect,
wasn't perfect,
won't be perfect,
won't be Us
completely
because if God's
Other Half
was perfect,
God wouldn't be able to see it,
because He would be it.
 
that's right :

we wouldn't have to divide ourselves
in an attempt to see
ourselves
if we didn't contain 
a pinch

of the imperfect.


Oh, now you,
dear reader who dared
to make it this far,
you wonder:
where the hell is this going?

As I sit and read this,
I know what it says.
It says:
I even I
with my changeable moods,
my unchartable soul,
my angry temper
my fits of elation
and tearful, lonely evenings
I contain 
an imitation
of God at the moemnt
tHEy
(male and female)
let the pinch of imperfection
influence itself and deicde
to divide 
so it could see itself


I imitate that moment
of god's self-consciousness,
and imitate
the entity he saw,
the entity that was 
too great
to be whole,
so it exploded
and became 
the scattered remnants
of the visible
             reproduction of God--

and the shattering, glimmering parts of the fractured god 
regrouped
 - so to speak -
and became
planets and stars
and plants and animals
all 
species,
all with our different task,
as we have worked together over the ages,
striving to reproduce the whole,

and humans had the job
of building the connections ,
and over time we have evolved
and we have reached
a
near perfect
connection


I can sit in my living room and see and talk to 
in real time
a friend of mine
in Singapore.

We're so close to being the complete unity
we're supposed to be
but we have 
one problem:
 
we each still feel we're different from each other.



We are at a cusp.


We each have to recognize
that in our individual selves
though we reproduce both parts of god,
still,
within our individual selves
we can really only contain 
half,
and somewhere there
is the Other 
half of us
with whom,
when we're together
we produce a melting
into One, just One
 
 
this applies equally to 
individuals,
families,
states,
nations,
worlds. . . .

*

And you see we each
have to recognize
and admit
that in containing 
the parts of god, we must
also contain god's opposite,
which is 
evil
because evil is something 
God created, 
so we would all know good.

God is all,
and so are we,
but we
just happen to be
fractured all,
the physical part of God
that God produced
when God felt the desire
to see
the self.


Do we want to See God
in our time?
Well, you know,
the only way we can do that
is to act like the gods
we were born to be,
which means
we need to recognize
that the man and the woman
the most opposite
of ourselves
is one essential piece
in the visible puzzle
of the perfect picture
of the product of god.

We need
to forgive ourselves
our faults
and forgive our
brothers their faults
and forgive the Others:
the dark,
the female,
the strange,
the silent,
as they must do
unto us.

It's that flippin' easy.

Jesus said it too,

but he was rendered a sound bite.

Still,
his message 
never changed.


The most essential part
of this simple task is
that we must be honest
with ourselves
first,
and see our flaws,
and once we honestly
acknowledge
the wrong we ourselves
have committed or contemplated,
we can also look past
what we view
as the wrongs in others.

I'm not saying we should get rid 
of our negative impulses.

We can't.

But we should acknowledge
them,
live with them,
find 
an arena in which we can
act on them 
so no one gets hurt
and get on with the task
of saving our earth,

that is,
if we do indeed enjoy this joy ride we've been on
enough
to want to see it survive beyond
the next step
in our evolution.
 
 
 

03 November 2010

brief

i actually have
another channelling
that I did by hand
and that I just need a block of time
to post--

in the meantime,
I have to share this lovely little video
I found on YouTube,
quite by accident,
a poignant testimony
to the power
of giving a camera
to every human
and giving them a simple technology
by which they can broadcast
their work:


30 October 2010

Brecht was right, but he had the wrong medium (how could he have known?)


Bertolt Brecht was talking about the internet,
I believe,
when he said:


"It is purely an apparatus for distribution, for mere sharing out. So here is a positive suggestion: change this apparatus over from distribution to communication. The radio would be the finest possible communication apparatus in public life, a vast network of pipes. That is to say, it would be if it knew how to receive as well as to transmit, how to let the listener speak as well as hear, how to bring him into a relationship instead of isolating him."

Bertolt Brecht
"The Radio As An Apparatus For Communication"


I was inspired to post this when I found this
other link on a film about Digital Humanities
(being bemoaned by Hitler! -- sorry, this cannot be embedded, so please follow the link),
thanks to the blog Exploring Our Matrix.

Also with gratitude for the blogger Radio Survivor,
who made it possible for me to find this quote
without having to dig through my books!

29 October 2010

Return to Avatar





As I say in previous entries:
our bodies are just avatars,
earthly machines
in which we carry our portion
of the trembling 
spiritual
entity 
that imitates --
ie:
is the material double 
of the spiritual essence
of the God.

Packaged so lovingly 
in such lovely packages
the spirit persists,
in pieces.
Oddly,
or perhaps not so oddly,
we obsess over the box,
the physical home
that was never designed
to last eternally,
despite
the fact
it was designed to house
the eternal:

the essences of
love
and
wisdom
and
truth
and 
good
and
evil.



The technology 
of the human
body
is so precise,
so
advanced,
and each element cooperates
with the others
to help us
maneuver
our earthly domain.


The body was only designed
to carry
the parts
       until
the parts could be united
again.


When the parts we carry
are once again subsumed
into the whole,
when our earthly clothing
falls away,
      time will
          cease
         entity will
                cease;
the realm of reproduction
and the double               
will cease         
because it will no longer
be needed
because we will be All
again;
and our physical existences
will live on          
only
in our actions
and memories
and in our writing,
in what we inscribe
on the walls of the womb
of the eternal.





24 October 2010

ok, perhaps the greatest living diva

. . . . madonna

have I been ignoring her?
Not, not really.

She is, in my estimation,
THE Diva of our time;

she, who shares my age
(in this lifetime)


When she first came out,
when we were both. . . . 


however old that was,
I wanted her to hold her guitar

throughout her career.
(by the way, Madonna and I play the guitar about equally as well!)
But she didn't.

She did what I would have done,
if I were in that field:


she did it all.
She put down the guitar,


she built up her voice,
She Sang. . . . 





Which is what a diva should do.

And I loved her, even when I hated her.




So anyway, 


here she is: the greatest of divas
alive
today.






 


Oh, the previous entry
is pure channelling,
and I know 
they can be pretty hard to understand.
 And I'm tired today.

So I thought I'd share something a bit easier today.



22 October 2010

Prophecy: A Channelling Inspired By a Brilliant Coupling



OK,
so it's true,
I'm trying to establish with you
that I have some goofy gift
of prophecy.

ME?

Me:

Makropoulis,

a 424 year old woman

who hasn't aged much

until recently,

when she turned

425.


~ ~
And since I'm aging slowly,

I can tell you

exactly what aging

is all about:

the aging strikes 

certain places first,

because

 those are the parts 

of our Avatar,

our machine,

that we use the most:




1.  

My eyes -- my eyes
your eyes

we use them a lot
to look both outwardly
and inwardly.

They receive signals, the data
then transmitted
to the brain,
the master terminal
of this fabulous machine
called the body;

they work
day in and day out.

Is it no surprise
that they begin to go first?

(Think of it this way,
and I've talked about this before:

your body 
is nothing
but an avatar
an earthly machine
designed
to best contain the parts
of God
that it's our duty
to bear)

-##-

because
as Inayat Khan says,
and I say elsewhere,
Creation
is the manifestation
of totality
of the 
All (that is God),
borne of its desire
to reproduce itself

However,
in general,
All
cannot
represent itself,
except
in its constituent parts

--

Get it?

God cannot represent himself
as One
because God 
is All,
and to create
ALL²,
would be nigh impossible
because
no matter how many times
you duplicate
All,
it's never duplicated,
it's always just
ALL,
just more of it.

So,
in the duplication of Itself
God discovered
He had to divide
His parts
into parts,
which in and of itself 
was a fairly artificial act

-- 

kind of like colonization,
and the way
the
created the nations
of Iraq and Iran:


(Sèvres

those national lines
are some of the most
unnatural lines
on the planet;
in fact,
they are
the most flagrantly proud
of man's acts,
as man
has continued to blindly
attempt
to imitate
God
imitating God, 
who had to divide
the undividable
in order
to do see Himself:

with that Treaty,
we created
man-made lines,
that put together a few groups of people
who didn't really belong
together,
and called them
a nation,


Anywhooooo,
yeah,
likewise,
that's how some of the divisions
that God created
when he divided himself
had to be:
uncomfortable,
and unnatural,
but necessary,
and every
material object
that he created to reflect
the All
in its constituent parts
contains
a three-some
of those parts
as well.

He tried to combine these
three elements
in ways that were
negotiable,
in ways that would help
the material manifestation
of God
sustain itself;
it has just been
our job
to sustain ourselves and not
let one aspect
dominate
another.



2.
My spine - my spine
Your Spine,
Our Spine:

The spine is the terminal,
the radio tower
of the apparatus we occupy,
the apparatus 
that communicates
by two means:
locally,
by language
and
long distance,
by signals,
frequencies:

the duty of our bodily apparatus



is to bear

the brain,
and 
the heart
of God --

those parts of God

that are the most fragile,

and the most powerful

=

We are here to contain 

God's


capacity to love.

+

we are here to contain

God's

capacity to know-better =

two abilities

that don't always work well

together,

and

they are also

two abilities

that just happen to be

eternal

//

yes,

which is why they had to be

put together:

our task is to contain

the elements

 that defy the elemental:

but at the same time,

we are here
to contain

God's capacity
to love himself,

which is our survival apparatus,

and it is that capacity
that has maintained us
in the material realm,

because when we see ourselves

in another,

we want to love ourselves

in the most perfect

of physical ways.


Yeah,
that's how we've maintained
a somewhat unbroken
existence of the eternal elements
of the All
that is God:
through the self-serving,
self-loving act
of copulation.




Our task all along has been to figure out all these pieces of the puzzle, and get our acts together, and imitate God as perfectly as possible.




You see, that's the idea

of the soul mate:

he/she's the one,

the other part

of the part of God

that you are here

to find,

to imitate,

but

if you do not find that partner

in this life,

just


love the one you're with

with

everything you have.

It's very likely you'll never
meet your soulmate
in this life,
because
if you did, 
chances are
you hate that person.


And do you know what's fabulous?

Often our soul - mates

aren't perfect,

and yet,

we can love them because

even with their earthly imperfections

we can still

recognize

some trace


of ourselves.



Yes,


the ones who are the hardest to love

are the ones


we are required


to love


in order to be able


to survive.


.

So the Creating Force
that is God,
that powerful
lust-ful
element
of SelfLove,
is the glue
to our physical
timebound cycle
is the glue
of the fragile parcel
(these time-bound bodies)
in which he packaged

the ability to love

with the ability to

know better

;


those two capacities,

combined

have the capability to save 


each other.





the heart can save the mind

by curbing it,

and making it feel;


and


the mind can save the heart

by stopping it,

and requiring it to think --


and 

Love,


Pure Love


is that impulse


we feel


when the heart and the mind are working

in harmony,

and

when we love and we KNOW it's right.


* # *

but anyway,

the spine

is another part of the apparatus

that wears out
relatively quickly,

not only because

it keeps us upright,

but because

it is our primary conductor,
it is
the conductor by which
we transmit our signals

from self to self,

from self to self,

from Self to Self,

to the greater Self.





3.


and my brain,
your brain,
the brain

is the decoder,

the master cylinder

that communicates

the message from

the larger central consciousness

to our own

individual

apparatus,

our vehicle.


( wikimedia )


if we lose the brain,
well,
we probably won't survive,
because
that cuts us off
from the primary signals
that make us a part
of the whole

~ ~


We all have the capacity to be conductors,

seers,

if we can free our

minds,
hearts,
and spines


of the burdens we bear
in our everyday lives.






But for now,

the world is so occupied

with itself,

and most humans
only imitate

the popular consciousness,

so we need

seers,

those


with the gift to read the signs
that everyone else
cannot see,
due to temporary
blindness.




And hey,

that's me.



(sacredtexts - Brahan Seer )


Well, ya' know,

I actually started this entry


with one intent:


to tell you a prophecy

that I shared with my friends 

about three weeks ago:

I heard that


Elton John and Leon Russell

did a collaboration,

produced by T. Bone Burnett.


And I said,

hell,


that's the Album of the Year,

if not

the century.

You see,

I see

that T. Bone Burnett 

has a formula,

like a magical brew:


have two classic artists,

who admire each other terrifically,

who might even want to do nothing more

than make love to the other,

put them together,

and make an album.

And he makes things like this:

and now this:





My prophecy for today:

if you can buy stock

in 

this album,
or
T. Bone Burnett,


do it.